Just an Update

It's been a really crazy life these past several months. I'm sure I don't want to repeat them. I have wondered if I should ever post the things that were really hard to handle or bad things that happened and for the longest time I thought I should not. Then I was randomly reading articles and I came across one that a lady shared of the bad things that happened and how she was able to learn and grow from them. So I thought, and thought, maybe if I only shared good things people would get the wrong idea of what life is really like, how hard it can really be and not really understand why it is all worth it for me. So I figured it wouldn't be bad to share. After all, I'm still here and still plugging away at the life I want to create ~ good or bad ~ and really loving it.

So here it is. 2012 has been a very hard year so far. It seems nothing has really gone my way, though I am not complaining, and everything that I thought I wanted to accomplish has been put on hold. The year started out all right, I say because I actually can not remember. I know it was hectic, chaotic, crazy, and fun. Then the first part of April brought on storms and we got hit with a tornado. We lost all of the out buildings except for the garage and the library. The house and the library both have a hole in the roof. Neither one has been fixed. Our siding is full of holes, not fixed, trees were uprooted, there is metal everywhere, equipment was damaged, it took out my whole garden-including all of my raised beds and food that was already in the ground.... And yet we were lucky, rather blessed. The same tornado took one entire house, completely damaged others, and destroyed the livelihood of other farmers in our area. Livestock was lost. In my case, some of my chickens were killed and a couple of my goats were hurt but ours fared better than others. The clean up still goes on around us but we still look like a war zone. Part of that has to do with the fire we had. Yep! A fire.

After the tornado, school ended and we went to Utah for 2 weeks to see my Hannah graduate, my nephew, Justin, graduate, and Daniel's niece, Alex, graduate. WOW! It was fun! Family! Friends! Hugs and Kisses! Can't beat it. It took our mind off of the tornado mess at home (and the SAD SAD fact that Daniel sold ALL of my goats- still crying over that one). We got home and got back to work. I replanted as much of a garden as I could, which wasn't much at all, redid some pens, and moved animals around. And then the fire.

July 3 the fan motor in the deep freezer in the basement went out. The motor over heated and caused a fire.   Within a few minutes the entire house was engulfed in smoke. Another blessing, the entire house did not go up in flames, only smoke. The saddest thing - we lost most of our food because the freezer was beside the shelves holding canned goods and things I had canned. Not to mention all of our deer meat in the freezer (about 200lbs) and all of my frozen fruit and vegetable mixes that I had been putting up. Fish, cheese, cakes, and other goodies rounded out the freezer stuff. I am very broken hearted about that loss. But I've been blessed again. I made some new friends and others have been so kind to us during this whole adventure.

Tomorrow is September 1 and we are not yet back in our house. We spent a month bouncing around from hotel room to hotel room and then were finally able to find someone willing to rent us a house until we can get back into ours. My garden did not survive the summer and my inability to tend to it. All of my small chickens have gone missing as well as all of my unique hens, stolen I'm sure. Fencing, t-post, and other things are gone too. Our well is going dry and we will have to dig a new one soon. So far we are able to get enough water for the animals, though I don't know what we are going to do once we all get back home and the water is in use frequently. But still we are being blessed and I can not complain. Soon, I hope, we will be back home and I can resume the never ending work of becoming free! For free I will be!

Garden Shed Day 1

It took the kids and I five hours one Saturday to put together a garden shed and it took the Kansas winds one time to blow it apart. It actually looked like it exploded. I've always known that I'm not a builder. So I did the only thing I could do - ask Daniel for help. Actually, to build it for me and let me help him. He said yes, because he's such a wonderful husband that can do ANYTHING. This is Day 1




The start of the foundation. It took Daniel all of 2 seconds to cut the wood to the size we needed.






Daniel hard at work. Don't look at the fact that he's doing all of this without the proper safety gear or the proper equipment to make it safe. He also does things at super speed which always scares me to think that it's all without thought. But he's just that good.





NOTE: This was a 2011 post that was saved to draft that I just figured out how to post today. (I really can be slow)

Update: This really did turn out to be a fantastic garden shed/green house. If I can find the other pictures I will post them in a second update. I liked it so much that I connected a chicken house to it. It really was wonderful. Unfortunately, the April 2012 tornado took it out as well. The entire double structure was exploded. We lost a handful of chickens, all the feed, most of my garden equipment.... The thing was the entire front wall of the greenhouse side, giant window included, was up in the tree that was behind the chicken house part. And if that was not crazy enough, all the walls were blown apart but the window was not broken. I still haven't been able to build another chicken house, green house, or garden shed. It will all come together this fall.

2011 Potato Crop

This is the grand total of my potato crop this year. It's not even 2 lbs. I planted them in a raised bed that was 4 x 10. It has the best soil in my whole garden.


My boss gave me the extra that we didn't plant at work, just to see how well my crop did. Boy this is going to be a laugh.






This is the two varieties that I planted. I don't know what they are called, but I know that the one on the right is a fingerling variety. This one even looks like a finger. The one on the left is not red. It is a white variety also.








Note: Yet another 2011 post saved that I could not post until today. Sorry!

The New Pig Pen

My growing pig has become a fence terrorist, breaking through every weak spot there was. So today I not only fixed the whole thing, adding more t-posts and wire, but I also made it bigger. It is 30x80. I am so proud of it! I fixed it all by myself. The down side - my pig is sooooooo mad at me. Haha! It's so funny. Every time I walk past her she yells at me. I love it! But I did warn her that if she didn't stop I was going to make sure she couldn't get out. The straw that broke my camel's back was when she got out and busted into the calf pen and chased my calf around and around the pen. I was not happy. Let's see you get out of this pen Terrorist Pig ;)

NOTE:This was actually a 2011 post that was saved in the draft and I just figured out how to post it today. (sometimes I know I'm slow)

Update:  This past April 2012 we were hit by a tornado. The pigs house was blown right off of her and smashed to pieces. Four months later we have still only found one piece of her house. She is currently in another pen that has a shelter already in it. This fall I will be redoing her little piece of heaven so that she can move back home.

I FINALLY figured it out!

For months, and I do mean months, I have been trying to figure out how in the world do I add another post to my blog. This may seem totally silly but I really could not remember. Not to mention that I have had to change emails, passwords, computers........ So I have been all kinds of confused. But here I am at last! I figured it out. I wrote it down. I've made progress! What more could I ask for? No. I better not go there. I have a running list that is quickly filling up my notebook. Really, it's good to be back. I have lots to share and lots to say. I really hope you enjoy, and maybe learn from all that I am doing and trying to accomplish. Thanks a million!!!